Zenn - Zhijie

in the shoe of mine...

让我寂寞,一个人就好
[info]zzhhiijjiiee

错就
早点认错
就能早一点解脱
这时候谁都别来安慰
拥抱
就让我一个人去
受不了 想到快疯掉
死不了就好
你真的不用回来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会
不了。
一个人赖着放不掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉

我总会把你戒掉
我自己做梦。
梦到的你又没改变什么
我给你我再多的爱也没用
给我有什么 你留下给我的什么都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后
我在也不用担心你有没有睡好,吃好。
放开了我的心。你就不用记得我这个朋友。

i asked myself
[info]zzhhiijjiiee

i been asking myself alot.
WHO AM I
am i someone who people need?
am i someone to be joke about?
am i someone who is just a clown for everyone?
am i someone who just an entertainer for other's?
am i someone who people see as an ordinary men?
am i someone who is nothing in people life?
am i someone who people just cant get along with?
am i someone who people need me then leave me alone cox of their own presence when they are bored?
am i someone who just meant to be forgotten?
am i someone who is hard to get along with?
am i someone who entertain them,then leave me alone when they have other friends?
am i someone who other can trust?
am i someone who live because people need me?
 



OOHHH my...
[info]zzhhiijjiiee

since i so long posted a post already..
ok..everything is normal as it seemes..
.....
nth really much to say this few mths...
 

since i got nth to post about...
hmmm...
talked to old friends,some already had girlfriend..HAHA!!What has it got to do with me?haha!!
hmm..some of them ask me,YOU GOT GF.?
haha!
when i say NO,they just think that im lying,WHY.?issit wrong not to have GF.?
hm..
They just dont get why i dont have a GF i think.



Reason:
1.Whose gonna pay for her stuff when she buy.?me.?
   [Parents pass you money to spent does not mean GF,it may sound stingy,but yehh]
2.[if you think no.1 can..]how would she think of you.?how would you think about yourself.?
3.How can you find one true love the one who really loves you.?
4.when you spent time with her,how bout your studies.?
   [can you cope or keep on thinking about her.?]

 


there are more,,just lazy to type..HAHA!!...


 


[I hope the feeling when i started to like you wont come back because i cant stand the cause of the blow to my heart]



stop acting in front of me
[info]zzhhiijjiiee
i know you checked my stuff without asking my permission
stop being a liar
who gave you the permission to check through my stuff
you search through my phone and "my" mp3 to see if i have ither songs anot..
stop lying to me...
let me ask you..
have you even treated me like brothers..?
just this question alone...
you think you have the right answer to say yes..??
do you know whats a brother to me ?
someone who is willing to share their stuff with me,
telling me their stuff for me to help them,
taking things with my permission and i agreed on,

but you.?
just by this few question,you have the guts to say yes..?
dont say those stuff mentioned above..
how bout the computer?
you are not the one paying for the computer,the internet bills.
why must you care if i use or not.?
if you are the one paying it i understand,but the thing here is,YOU DONT PAY  FOR A CENT..

[DOES A REAL BLODDED BROTHER DESERVE TO BE LIKE THIS??]

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